To help remind myself of the vows which I’ve taken
I’m starting to re-read the book
Power of the Praying Wife by Stormie Omartian
& I think I’ll also start posting the studyguide questions
so bear with me if you’re not much into the christaian thing
for this moment in time
I feel the need to post some prayers here
Lord Jehovah, in the name of Jesus
I ask the following
nothing in me wants to pray
for this man Byron my husband
who You sent to me when I asked for a man
who would love me for me
rather than what I possesed
& who would care for the children
as his own & who would be a good man to us
I confess my
anger, hurt, unforgiveness, disappointment, resentment & hardness of heart towards Byron,
even thou I may feel that the anger I feel is justified
please remove these negative feelings from me
Forgive me & create in me a clean heart
& right spirit before YOU God.
Give me a new, positive, joyful, loving forgiving
attitude towards Byron.
Where Byron has erred, reveal it to Byron
& convict Byron’s heart about it.
Lead Byron through the paths of repentance.
Help me not to hold myself apart from Byron
emotionally, mentally, or physically
because of unforgiveness.
Where either of us needs to ask forgiveness of the other, help us to do so.
If there is something I’m not seeing
that is adding to this problem,
reveal it to me &
help me to understand it.
Remove any wedge of confusion that has created misunderstanding or miscommunication.
Where there is behavior
that needs to change in either of us,
I pray YOU would enable that change to happen.
As much as I want to hang on to my anger toward Byron because I feel it is justified,
I want to do what YOU want.
I release all those negative feelings to YOU.
Give me a renewed sense of Love for Byron
& words to heal this situation
I Thank you Jehovah in the name of Jesus